Strong Enough to Say..

I'm strong enough to say
that I don't need to talk to you every day anymore.
I don't need you to help me make decisions.
Hell, I don't even feel the need to see you every day anymore and when I do know that I am going to see you, it doesn't even phase me. I don't even feel like I need to cherish every second I get with you anymore. I'm cool to leave the room that you're in without feeling worried that if I come back you may not be there anymore. And yeah, that to me is a big deal. So thank you. Thank you for putting me through all that you did. You made me a much more confident person and to be honest, I never ever thought I'd be able to actually thank you for it all, but God knows that today I am so thankful that you did what you did to me.
I love how I just feel like I'm gonna be OK without you. I've really come a long way and I'm loving it. Don't take this wrong way, I aint tryna rub this in anyone's face especially not yours, I just feel like that I need to express how much you've helped me realize all that's been occuring to me now. Thaks dude, seriously. I can't beleive that I went from not being able to sleep without talking to you every day to not even having you run through my mind anymore. Shocking? Yes, very, but you've really helped me get through it all and even though you weren't really there for me at all, I have to say you're harshness and brutality towards me did me some good afterall. So once again, Thanks.

"The heart of me is strong today. No regrets I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gone away." - T.I.P